my name is ashley, im sweet sixteen & i love boys. people suck but i get over it. i love music, having fun, shopping and friends. i have greenish eyes and light brown hair and straight teeth. i hate fake, slutty girls and girls who think they're the shiznit. i talk like im a ghettofabuloso from brooklyn but im just a girly girl from the city. im a primadonna deep down but to everyone else im just a pushover crackhead. i dont smoke. i dont shoot up. and i dont snort. thats just queer. im a good kid & i can be really funny. i like getting my nails done, english, anything italian, wearing eyeshadow, sleeping and reading. i hate math and i suck at it and i hate people who are obsessed with teeny booper shit. i idolize billy joel alicia keyes mariah carey the beatles & frank sinatra. i wish i could drive, i will go to college after i graduate and im going to live in nyc. i love roses and wear glasses. im not phony but if i dont like you, you might never find out. i wish i played piano. sometimes i can be a slacker and if theres one thing i can change about myself, it would be my weight. i have class & think fran dreshcer is one of the coolest people alive. wine coolers and bacardi are fantastic but vodka burns my throat. but i think drinking is stupid so i dont do it anymore. not like i ever really did.. but im a teenager so anyways. im a sweetheart.
*sometimes life isnt fair the ones you thought loved you never really cared you want to just walk away from all this you feel like theirs always something you missed the smiles fade just like the light and you know you cant win without a fight because life is a struggle and may not seem true but you can overcome it if you live life for you*
you look at me and see the girl who lives inside the golden world but dont believe thats all their is to see you'll never know the real me
she smiles through a thousand tears and harbors adolescent fears she dreams of all that she could never be and hides herself inside of me